New Beginnings, Chapter 65

 

“ Grace, I have to thank you again for everything that you’ve done for me. I know it’s been hard for you to keep my secret.”


” Eve, it’s fine. I know things are hard for you now, and what are best friends for?”


” Thanks.”


Grace went out front, and in a few minutes, Julian came into the store.


” Grace.”


” Julian.”

Julian closed the door and sat down on the sofa next to Eve.


” Hello, Eve.”


” Julian. A lot of things have happened.”


” Indeed.”


” I guess we’ll take first things first. Our son changing his name.”


” Did you know about it?”


” I didn’t. I was stunned. I didn’t even know it was on his mind. I knew that he was getting more comfortable with you. But, changing his name was such a strong step for him. Did he give you any reason?”


” Not specifics. It was like he thought it was ‘ time’, whatever that means.”


” I think, for him, this was a stepping stone on his way to fulfilling what he thinks is his destiny. His destiny as your first-born son. He wants to do you proud, Julian.”


” Do me proud? His existence does me proud, Eve.”

“ And then, to find out that your mother knew about Chad, Julian. That she provided for him. “


” I know.”


” Then it made me think, Julian…why didn’t tell us? Why didn’t she warn us? If we had known…if we had known..” Eve began to cry. Julian reached in and wiped away her tears.


” Oh Eve.”

Before they both knew it, they were kissing passionately. Eve’s fingers ran through Julian’s hair, and his hers. Eve had undone Julian’s tie, and was working on his shirt when she pushed Julian away.


” Wh…what the hell are we doing?”


” Um…”


” Oh my God. I’m married. And pregnant! What was I doing?”


” Eve…”


” No Julian. You have to go. We can’t see one another anymore.”


” Eve, no..”


” Julian. I can’t see you anymore.”

Eve was sobbing with her head in her hands. Julian got up.


” Alright, Eve. I won’t try and meet with you again. I’ll just call you if there’s anything about Chad. I’ll respect your wishes.”


Julian left, and Eve was still crying.

 


As Sheridan walked by the Library, she not only heard the tape that he played all the time, but Julian was actually singing along. Sheridan went into the Library. She could smell the liquor from across the room. Julian gulped down his glass as Sheridan sat down next to him.


” Julian, what’s wrong? You haven’t been this drunk in ages. What’s wrong?”


” Why does anything have to be wrong?”, Julian slurred.


” Julian….talk to me.”, Sheridan pleaded.


” She doesn’t want to see me anymore.”


” She doesn’t want to see you anymore? Who?”

Julian waited awhile before answering quietly. “ Eve.”


” Eve doesn’t want to see you anymore?”

” No.”


” Ok….I’m confused. What happened?”


” What happened? She doesn’t want to see me anymore.”


” You told me that, Julian. But, I want to know WHY? I thought that you all were getting along really well since the truth about Chad came out.”

” It’s been good. But, then today…”


” Today what? Julian, what happened?”


” She…um…I….um….we..um…..”


” What?”


” We kissed.”


” Kissed?”


” Yes, kissed.”

“ So, you kissed her, Julian. She’s a married woman who probably didn’t appreciate the advances.”


” It…it wasn’t like that! Eve kissed me back!”

Sheridan stared at Julian. “ She kissed you BACK? You sure?”

“ I know when a woman reciprocates my ‘advances’, Sheridan. Eve enjoyed our kiss.”


” Julian…she’s married and pregnant.”


” Don’t  you think I know that? It’s just…”


” What?”


” Never mind. Go home, Sheridan.”


” Julian…”

“ Go home.”

Sheridan was about to get up when the thought hit her. “ Oh my God. You’re in love with her! You’re STILL in love with Eve!”

” Go away, Sheridan.”


” Oh Julian. It never occurred to me…..I thought you saw Eve as the mother of your son. You never got past her, did you? She’s been in your heart all along, hasn’t she?”


Julian took another gulp of his scotch. “ Give Sheridan a gold star.”

 

Sheridan stroked the side of Julian’s face. “ I’m sorry, Julian. I’m sorry you ‘re in so much pain. “

 

Julian took her hand and kissed it. “ You know, after all the horrible things I’ve done to you, I don’t deserve your compassion.”


” Nonsense. You’re trying to be a better person, and I love you for it. I wish you weren’t so unhappy, Julian.”


” Don’t worry about me. I’ll get past it. Just need a little time to wallow, and I’ll be fine. You can go.”


” I can stay with you.”


” No. I need to be alone.”


” Ok.” Sheridan kissed Julian and left the Library. “ Oh Julian. It’s hard to see you so heartbroken. And, I wonder if you feel this way, what is Eve’s reaction? I wonder if the kiss is the only thing that was reciprocated between the two of you?”



At the Russell House, in the master bedroom, while TC slumbered soundly, Eve sobbed quietly in her pillow.


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