Ellen's Journey (Matt/Ellen) - Chapter 4
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Chapter 4


Ellen's Secret

Matt waits in the shadows, knowing that she will come back and more than likely make plans to leave and go to another location and he'll be ready! He only wants the chance to talk to her and let her know how much he truly loves her! To assure her that Martin's Syndrome or nothing else will stop him from loving her! She's only thinking about how she THINKS Matt feels! If she knew him as well as he thought she did, she would know that he loved HER, ALL OF HER and not just her beautiful body that
he loved to hold any chance that he could get, BUT HE LOVED ELLEN BURGESS, THE WHOLE WOMAN!! He couldn't leave until he made her see how empty his life is without her and how empty hers is without him. Matt sat there for about thirty minutes until finally the elusive Ellen Burgess came into view. She walked out into the room with wide open spaces and flowing curtains that gently whipped through the open windows as the
wind blew. The smell of the salt water and the breath-taking ocean view made her feel alive and free. She tried to forget about the horrible process happening within her body and she focused on her undying love for Matt. She walked over to the window and carefully unbuttoned each button at a time and slipped off her dress, tossing it onto the floor. She stood there as Matt watched in the background sucking in his breath as he saw the spectacle that he had hoped for and longed for! The way her windows
were made, there was no danger of anyone seeing her and so she felt free at last! Slowly she disrobed until all that remained was the stunning body that Matt had always loved. Now it was the body that she used to love, for her body had betrayed her. It left her feeling like damaged goods and that was not something that she wanted to get used to and she felt that Matt wouldn't want to touch her and kiss her the way that he used to! She didn't even want to ask him, for fear that he would do all
of the right things and say all of the right things but in his heart be repulsed by her. Now he would be free to get on with his life and when she got better she would just have to take a chance and re-enter his life and hope that there would be a place for her. She went to her dresser and picked up a picture of them. They both wore big smiles and she was hugged up against him as his arms held her close. This was the same picture that Matt looked at and remember the good times. She took it and held it close to her heart as she began to sway back and forth letting all of the tensions ebb away.

"Matt I love you so much! Sending you away was the hardest thing that I have ever done but I did it for you. I couldn't sentence you to a life with someone who isn't well, who isn't what they once were! Oh Matt, I miss you so!!" She kisses his picture and with that he emerges from the corner slowly as not to frighten her.

"I'm here for you Ellen and I love you."

He says quietly in a raspy voice. She immediately grabs a sheet and draps her body trying to cover up the traces of the bumps and boils on her chest and neck. She stands in front of him with the sheet on which really makes her look alluring to him now! Her aura was so strong that he had to be near! She oozed with sex appeal and never knew it, but he did! He always knew that and
that is what had him by the throat now and wouldn't let him go! He moved close to her and slowly pulled the sheet away and as it fell he said...

"Don't hide from me Ellen. We have no secrets. You don't have to kiss a picture, I'm here, kiss me."

She saw his eyes widen in anticipation as he caught his breath again as the sheet touched the floor leaving her standing there in her natural radiance. Her hair was pinned up in the
front but hung loose in the back, which blew as the wind came in through the windows. She then knew that he did love her and that since she had given him the choice that he really must love her in spite of all else! Matt smiled a seductive smile as he hugged her body close to his. She bent down to kiss him as she had longed to do since he got there. Pulling her onto his lap, they kissed for what seemed like forever. Neither of them not wanting to rush the moment took their time. They had a whole week. Ellen got up and took five huge throw pillows from the couch and put them on the floor by the window. Matt knew what time it was! He looked at her and touched her cheek with the backside of his
hand.

"I always wanted to make love to you by the ocean and feel your hair blow against my face. I never thought it would happen though."

Giving her a wicked smile as he undresses and joins her by the window. She is a vision of loveliness to him. He only sees her through the eyes of love. He kisses her lips, then the boils that have invaded her body. They are an extension of who she is and he carefully touches them and kisses them too. He touches her as he always did, not trying to avoid the bumps but accepting them and loving them as he loves her--totally and completely.
He pleases her in every way possible!

"Ellen I have longed for your touch on my body! Don't deny me your love again! Please! I was going out of my head!" She is where she wants to be, in his big strong arms again, being loved again.

"Matt I needed you so much, but I didn't think that you would want me like this! I'm sorry Matt!" He puts his finger to her lips to silence her.

"I'm sorry that you had to endure this alone. Ellen, always remember how much I love you!" They made their own music for the rest of the night! They lay in each others arms knowing that true love will always prevail.