Some Loves Never Die (Matt/Ellen)- Chap. 4
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Chapter 4 As Time Goes On



It has now been 8 months since they reunited. Ellen has been invited to spend the weekend at his estate. In her bathroom is a glorious spa tub
that is king-sized. It has different kinds of flowers all around. It's as if she was one with nature. Ellen walks in and falls in love with it
immediately! She takes off her clothes and feels comfortable about no one looking at her because all the staff has the weekend off. He knows that
she feels more at home without them around every corner. Ellen didn't think to draw her curtain. From his bedroom her bathroom was in clear
view. "Beautiful! She's absolutely radiant! A perfect 10!" Ellen was fully exposed to his hungry eyes as she sat down in the tub and began to bathe. Matt could not contain himself! He moved away from the window.


"What have I been reduced to that I would take advantage of the opportunity to watch her beautifully exposed body that was on display. I
should have turned away when I first saw her beginning to undress, but I just couldn't! I had to see all of her. I HAD too see her, I just
couldn't turn away. I'll have to tell her or I'll be no better than a peeping Tom!



Matt waited until he knew that she was dressed and then went to her room. "May I come in Ellen?" He asked through the door. Ellen came to
the door wearing only a colorful, strapless sundress. Matt feels like he is about to trip over his tongue.


"Elise, you look lovely, but I have a confession to make. I saw you while you were bathing. I should have moved away, but I couldn't! You
were so stunning, your body is such perfection that I was mesmerzied by your beauty. I know that you are angry with me so I'll take you home
now. I'm sorry for invading your privacy, but not for the vision of loveliness that you showed me. I will forever have that picture of you in
my mind." Ellen looks down at him and touches his shoulder.

"Matt, that was a normal response to a unusual situation. I should have been more careful and drew the curtain. It was my fault and I'm not angry at anyone except myself. She turns away from him feeling self-conscious. Matt moves closer and pulls her down onto his lap from behind. "Elise, I don't know what to do to make you feel comfortable around me again, but
all I can do is assure you that I'll never take improper advances with you. I never have and I never will. When you say no, it means no, no
matter what!" She looks into his deep, peircing eyes as his lips seize hers. Hungrily he kisses her, deeper and more urgent the kiss becomes.
Matt is now moving them to another room, the next room which is HER ROOM!

Matt is now in over drive! Ellen is carried away by the wonderful feelings that flood her right now. She hasn't been this way with anyone
in 10 years. She has lost all conception of reality and she is now a creature of passion! Matt never sensed any hesitation so he did what
came naturally to him. He loved the way that he had always drempt of loving her--fully and completely. It wasn't until laid in his arms--
skin to skin that she realized what she had done! Matt looked at her
dreamy-eyed who just knew that he had died and gone to heaven, kissed
her.

"I've never felt like this before. No one has ever made me feel the things that you did! Loving you is all that I want to do from now on!
Elise, will... well you look so tired. I'll ask you later." She feels so ashamed that she wasn't able to resist him. She was even more ashamed of
herself that she allowed things to progress this far!" They drift off to sleep. Matt awakens in two hours.


He looks around for her but she's no where to be seen. "She's probably in the shower. Elise, Elise." He turns over sees a note on her pillow.
"Matt, I'm so ashamed of having given into my feelings this way. I never meant to do this. This isn't me. I'm not an easy woman. I WAS able to
say that I had only slept with my husband AFTER I married him. But now I've slept with you too! I'm not someone that you can buy! Don't call me
or come to see me. It's better this way! I'm sorry Matt. Goodbye, Elise." Matt doesn't know what to do or what to say. He's speechless.


"If she thinks that after all the years I wondered about her that I'd just let her slip though me fingers now she is CRAZY! Where ever she goes, I'm going too. I love this woman." Matt goes to her place as fast as he can get there!

Ellen is crying as she thinks how it all started.
"Mother told me not to be alone with him. I didn't listen! Instead I didn't know when to stop! He kissed me and when I should have said "Stop Matt. NO! I said nothing. I wanted it as much as he did and now I feel cheap! He can't love now, not when I always said no in school and even when we first started dating I said NO. But tonight I gave in. How could I do this?" She goes to the door wiping her face.

"Elise, why did you leave our bed?" Matt wants to know what could have possibly driven her
from his arms. "It's not our bed, it's YOUR bed. I had no right being there in the first place. I said that I wouldn't share myself with another man unless I was married to him. That's what I call my comfort zone. I don't feel comfortable enough to share MY private self with him unil then. What we shared was just scratching the surface. Something inside wouldn't let me completely surrender to you." Matt can't help but wonder how much better it would have been if she had completely given herself to him totally! As it was he could hardly breath and get back into his chair. "Elise, don't be so hard on yourself. We can go back to avoiding phyiscal contact. I'll whatever you want to do, but just don't say that you won't me to leave. You looked so tired that I never had a chance to ask my question. Will you marry me?

Matt has a 7 kt. flawless diamond heart shaped solitaire. Matt slips it onto her finger as he looks at her. "Do you think that I would leave you after thinking about you for 15 years? We were meant to be! You're the only woman for me, don't you know that? I love you." Ellen rests her
head on his shoulder. "I will marry you. I love you too! Forever."